So. Let me catch you up.
I'm not going to Prom.
Because my boyfriend is busy performing that night.
Performing in a show where he may or may not be kissing another girl.
Okay, so maybe this isn't a big deal. ( ha, ya right. It's a big deal. and don't you dare judge me, because if you were in my shoes, I guarantee you would hate it just as much as I do)
I cried a little bit when I found out we weren't going to prom. I cried a lot a bit when I found out he is possibly kissing another girl for the show. (Just because its "acting" doesn't mean it doesn't hurt...just saying.)
I am trying so hard to be happy for him, he is so happy about his role, but the truth is, I just want this whole show to be over.
Most everybody I have talked to about it, just tell me to suck it up and trust him. Its not an issue of trust. I have no fear that he is going to fall for this girl. I JUST DON'T WANT HIM KISSING HER. That's normal, right? To not want your boyfriend kissing anyone besides yourself? I don't think that is unreasonable.
So, ya, I guess blogging about it doesn't help anything. It's not like I have any say. I can't change it so why bother worrying...
P.S. let me explain the title. He is doing Beauty and the Beast and He is Beast. Get it now?